Thursday, November 12, 2026

Sad sad sad, pt 4

Most people write or speak for a certain audience: people with a high probability of hearing those words. They may also consider the low-probability audience, such as if they say something that's controversial when taken of context, or something particularly useful or interesting that's worth sharing.

With every post, there's the possibility it could be the last post, due to someone deciding to act; that a large number of people could learn of this site; and that the actual audience could expand way beyond the expected one. While it's true that a mass audience is probably not as smart as the small number of people who are expected to read this, whether they're smart is not the point. What is important is that they would be judging based on a limited amount of information, and a smart person acting on limited information makes similar judgements to a stupid person with the same, limited information.

If the world learned of this idea tomorrow, most people would say that I should have expected this to happen, and if the most recent post makes me look bad, it's my fault and I'm stupid.

"Sad sad sad, pt 2" was originally scheduled to be published at 00:00 local time on 15 Nov, and I'm sort of still in the mode of waiting for that to happen.

In recent years, it seems the government conspiracy, i.e. certain people who might have a degree of autonomy and act in ways that other people who know of this idea might not necessarily agree with, might have the goal of increasing the number of people who are interested in me.

I had said to Sherine, [...]

[apparently on 24 May 2013, possibly on 25 May]

Support it, because I don't like waiting and I would have to wait (days or longer) for anyone else to support it and I would hate that.

In other words I would have to convince people that I was dead and I'm not sure if I would come back to life

I don't know if I would be interested in anyone, so

I'm really bad at faces, I thought your profile picture really was you

More specifically, I didn't say whether I wanted other people to be interested in me. So if anything happened it would be my 'fault'. So it has to be something I have no control over, which gives me an excuse to say other people probably aren't interested in me and if I 'could' get people to use the idea instantly by being more convincing then it has to be something else. (If logic had worked then the reason was that I was stupid, and I couldn't control how smart I was.)

Well, I don't know if it's in the text file that I kept (I might have said it on Chirp Club). I implied that I was fine with more than one person being interested in me, because the number would decrease over time while trying to get people to use this idea, so even if more than one person was interested in me at a given moment, less than one person might be interested in me by the time people used this idea.

I think it's a bad plan to do anything to delay people using this idea. I have no health care and could have died from cancer. In the past few years, I have felt a slight pain in my lower right abdomen with increasing frequency and find it comfortable to think that I'm just going to die. Even if I don't die, I might be too sad that Kate has been alone for so along and might reject anyone else who is interested in me. Since Kate might also feel guilty, since she might have had an influence on the fact that I did not meet Mei, if people used this idea I might just feel that the best thing would be for me to just die. If it was another 10 years before people used this idea, Kate would be 49 years old.

The evil supercomputer question? It's about what people are willing to say is moral. It's not about what people would do. It's a bad story for two people to meet, and then not be able to be in a relationship for another 20 years, or for another 27 years (I first met Kate 17 years ago). If everyone did it, no one would have children, and within 100 years no humans would be left alive.

One of the oldest files I have; I'll list others, for context:

$  (cd /home/misaki/movies/misc/unclassified/; find * -printf "%T@ a %8s  %Td %Tb %TY %TH:%TM  %p\n"|sort -n|cut -f 3- -d " " )
 7097092  29 Jul 2006 10:15  ParaParaParadiseBoomBoomFire.avi
19238186  29 Jul 2006 10:36  KingdomHearts2introv.avi
44722072  29 Jul 2006 10:39  DEFDIVASukiSugiteBak.avi
 1149184  26 Aug 2006 05:34  HamsterWheelGoneWrong.avi
 8252502  11 Jun 2007 11:55  They are Taking The Hobbits To Isengard.avi
10448314  03 Jul 2007 05:17  Pole Dancing Swan Lake.flv
15094709  06 Jul 2007 19:01  Morning Musume.flv
 8243186  20 Jul 2007 03:58  CruelAngelsThesisAStudy.avi
30974844  22 Jul 2007 16:24  Basshunter DotA.avi
17265588  23 Jul 2007 00:25  Barbie Girl Tom & Sandra.avi
18949352  23 Jul 2007 01:05  All The Small Things Lynne & Tessa.avi
16605896  23 Jul 2007 12:32  Move Your Feet Lynne & Tessa.avi
22045236  23 Jul 2007 12:55  Barbie Girl Lynne & Tessa.avi
 8132140  27 Aug 2007 20:59  Watchmojo-DancingBellydancing10Dance1866.flv
 9790058  28 Aug 2007 04:20  Queen of the Night aria.avi
11023142  28 Aug 2007 04:59  Andrea Bocelli - Con Te Partiro.flv
 4150987  28 Aug 2007 07:24  Legend of Sumi Jo.flv
13755325  28 Aug 2007 23:24  I KISSED A GIRL - JILL SOBULE.avi
12024944  29 Aug 2007 17:03  Neon Genesis Evangelion - A Cruel Angel's Thesis.avi
38423758  19 May 2008 13:18  Elfen Lied- Lillium_0001.wmv
21227524  05 Apr 2009 01:37  Kylie Minogue - Agent Provocateur.mpg
12780536  17 Aug 2009 14:38  temperature- sean paul.mp4
46553604  09 Sep 2009 07:51  mikuウマウマ_製作者様に感謝.avi
 1096594  06 Oct 2010 19:11  02.avi
59376431  26 Nov 2010 14:32  Singapore National Day rehearsal fireworks - 31th July 2010.mp4

$  (cd /home/misaki/movies/misc/jihadist/; find * -maxdepth 0 -printf "%T@ a %8s  %Td %Tb %TY %TH:%TM  %p\n"|sort -n|cut -f 3- -d " " )
28936719  26 Oct 2008 03:17  ulogy for the Martyr Abu Qaswara al-Maghribi.rmvb
 1646271  26 Oct 2008 05:29  Eulogy for the Martyr Abu Qaswara al-Maghribi.pdf
    7680  26 Oct 2008 09:18  Thumbs.db
159980085  23 Jan 2015 15:01  دماء الجهاد3 - ولاية نينوى.mp4
   33612  23 Jan 2015 16:34  B7vS3kdCcAAuO3B.jpg
    4096  23 Jan 2015 16:38  بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم المكتب الإعلامي لولاية كركوك يقد... - justpaste.it_files
   22846  23 Jan 2015 16:38  بسم الله الرحمن الرحيم المكتب الإعلامي لولاية كركوك يقد... - justpaste.it.html


I'm sure that DEFDIVASukiSugiteBak.avi can be found on YouTube. I mentioned it on 23 Jul 2025. (The context is that these were the videos I felt were worth saving, when I was 20 years old.) "Suki sugite baka mitai."

So, the question: would I act like I was interested in a Person X if the idea were about to be shared by someone important tomorrow, or if it had already been shared?

I think the standard by which I act is pretty simple: is someone of roughly similar attractiveness to me or higher? Maybe the truth is that I would be interested even in someone who's less attractive than me. But this is not something I would want to admit. It's natural for someone to want to be in a relationship with someone else who's attractive. If I can 'bluff' and make someone who might not be as attractive as me pass me by, I should be happy with that outcome. It isn't reasonable for someone to expect to be in a relationship with someone who's a lot more attractive, but someone can hope to be in a relationship with someone of equal attractiveness, rather than with someone who's less attractive.

Furthermore, because wanting to avoid being in a relationship with someone less attractive is 'selfish', if someone is fine with such a relationship, they could be seen as 'nice'. Sometimes, nice people are seen as attractive because they're nice. Perhaps the truth is I wouldn't be happy in a relationship with someone who's less attractive, but I believe I would be. If I say I would be happy in such a relationship, then I appear 'nice', which is how I believe I am, but it's a lie.

Some people would say that every aspect of someone which affects whether other people are interested in them is part of their attractiveness. I disagree. There are other components; for example, people might say that someone is 'crazy', and make a chart like this one, found from an image search for 'hot crazy': https://www.teepublic.com/poster-and-art/46908546-hot-crazy-matrix

(Another image result from the same search has a left axis scale that goes from 1 to 10, not 4 to 10)

Compare lyrics from Ke$ha's Blow (1 2 3): "It's time to lose your mind and let the crazy out."

This particular trait, 'crazy', basically serves as an alternative to 'evil'. Both are viewed as negative traits, that are not immediately obvious and that serve to counterbalance attractiveness when evaluating someone as a potential partner (when they are not just lumped in to the definition of 'attractive'.) If someone is not rigorous with the truth, they can claim that a person who has the easily-evaluated positive trait of being attractive also has the hidden trait of being 'crazy' (usually attributed to females) or 'evil' (usually attributed to males).

Whatever you call it, someone might evaluate another person based on whether that person is likely to end a relationship without the first person wishing for it to happen. This would be a decision that would be intended to have minimal effect on other people in society, so a neutral party has no reason to think of such a tendency as "attractive" or "unattractive'.

Or, for example, someone might come from a family that acts in a way that's seen as undesirable, or is poor. (One of these probably applies to the scene in the drama Hana Yori Dango, when the female lead's mother pours salt on the head of the male lead's mother for offering them money if the female lead will give up on the male lead.)

Whether a person is attractive has very little to do with what I, personally, think. For example, the videos I just linked have a significant amount of views (others exist that might not have as many views, while many of the videos I checked were deleted or private), showing that there is a reasonable correlation between what I think, and what other people think who share over 99% the same genes as me. While there is definitely a cultural bias in both appearance and behavior (I don't think a willingness to use bad words, or to retaliate against small slights i.e. escalating conflict, is attractive), and I suffer from never meeting people in real life so I overestimate the attractiveness of short people who are filmed from a low angle, in general it shouldn't be hard to predict who I would consider attractive.


The question of why I am not naming a second person who satisfies the three criteria of 'female, from the US, attractive': I never really meet people. No one talks to me. I think it's possible the last female person who isn't a relative who has emailed me — disregarding an email related to a job search, which failed, in 2012 — was Sam Sam in 2011, if this person is female (they never mentioned their gender to me and I never asked); or an email where they said they didn't want to receive emails from people they didn't know might have been sent in mid-2012. Or it's possible the thank-you email from the Yemeni female whose foundation I donated to several years ago might have been sent by her. —Actually, it would be Cindy Castro, when I contacted her about a work opportunity related to Google's AI, in early 2023. She is from Colombia.

In 2007, before Mei left for Japan with her sister, she said that the US had nothing for them. This being the age of computers, instead of relying on my memory, I can do a search. Before I quote things, I didn't immediately find what I was looking for; the point is that the US does have a particular culture, it makes people tend to act in a certain way, like driving cars everywhere, and this can also include acting in a way that would make it unlikely I learn that they exist and try to talk to them while trying to get people to use this idea.

<redacted file path with email addresses>/2007-08-17.071227.txt:

(07:51:30) Lyciena: -sighs..- This will probably be the last time we talk for awhile.. sooo stop being emo >_<
(07:52:55) misaki: -pokes you feeling a little hope..- even if we didn't do anything... it'd be easy for nothing to happen with your parents around..? >.<..
(07:53:46) Lyciena: -pokes you- I don't want the first time I meet you to be stuck around my parents ~_`

<redacted file path with email addresses>/2007-08-16.193413.txt:

(23:10:46) misaki: "There is no spoon!"...
(23:10:58) Lyciena: huh x_x;
(23:11:17) misaki: some problems... only exist because we think they do...
(23:11:52) Lyciena: Isn't that ALL problems between two people >_<
(23:12:20) misaki: no, it isn't.. x.x
(23:12:30) Lyciena: Social / relationship problems are always because of what one person thinks or feels.
(23:12:43) misaki: because situation and environment do dictate which choices are possible...
(23:12:44) misaki: but...
(23:12:53) Lyciena: Not really >_<...
(23:13:38) misaki: -sticks out his tongue..- my choice would be to go to Japan and get a job there... but I don't have any way to get a job, and I don't speak Japanese yet...
(23:14:16) misaki: so, my choices when it comes to you are altered
(23:15:35) misaki: with other people, for example, two people might, I dunno, have different expected outcomes for social/friends, work, and general future expectancies, based on different decisions they could make together
(23:15:43) misaki: which in turn influence the value of those decisions
(23:16:04) misaki: so, some problems really do exist and can't be solved by better understanding/thinking or better communication
(23:16:22) misaki: but other problems only exist because of how we think about things...
(23:16:55) misaki: -frowns a little..- ok how's this for an example >.<.. it's only vaguely related but it illustrates the principle
(23:17:08) misaki: 10,000 years from now, nothing we do now will matter, right
(23:17:36) misaki: so what's the point of doing anything? what's the point of trying to change the world, of helping starving or homeless people, when nothing they do will matter 10,000 years from now either
(23:17:56) misaki: the point is, our minds only react to certain situations and patterns
(23:18:13) misaki: changing the timescale changes how we view the situation, and how we react to it
(23:18:19) misaki: even tho it doesn't actually change the problem!
(23:19:11) misaki: a lot of philosophy is from changing perspective or emphasis like this, which is why a lot of philosophy is so bogus, because it doesn't change what we know to be true from experience
(23:20:02) misaki: so, just because things seem true in one context, and we react a certain way, doesn't always mean that we can't make the problem disappear by thinking the right way about it... >.<
(23:20:26) misaki: sometimes it's hard to tell if this can be done to a certain problem... but...
(23:21:44) Lyciena: -sighs- you know you're making my headache worse >_<..

I won't try to find the exact quote, in case it leads to me quoting more stuff like this.

The US definitely has people who meet all three criteria (many people who are in the US might not count as being from the US, though this might be up to someone to decide themselves). But how many of them know of this idea? How many would be willing to share this idea? I have tried to share this idea with many people, and to my knowledge, no one has publicly shared it, other than a few random people on Chirp Club. (I think I saw at least one person on Chirp Club who had shared it, and some places where I shared it had counters for the number of shares on different sites like Chirp Club, Facebook, etc., and for some of these the number of shares might have exceeded 0.) (When I said to Sherine on ask.fm, 'share this' with a link to the idea, probably in early 2014, she did answer that question with an arrow pointing at the question or something and shared that question and answer on Chirp Club.)

I cannot name a single person who is likely to share this idea if I asked them to, and so it trivially follows that if Ariana does not share it, I cannot name a single person who is female, unambiguously from the US, and attractive, who is likely to share this idea if I asked her to.

Sad sad sad, pt 3

Trump mentioned other countries in two posts:

https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/posts/117603372250841698

https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/posts/117603621591099598

Accordingly, I am concluding that I don't know what he wants to happen and he isn't going to share this idea.

I learned a few days ago that El Salvador's military is in Haiti. I didn't watch these videos, so I don't know more than that:

[1m views, 259k subs, 08 Nov 2026]I Toured a House in Nigeria and Sparked a REVOLUTION ‪@StevenNdukwu‬ - YouTube

[1m views, 08 Nov 2026]Haiti's Gangs Just Made a Huge Mistake - YouTube

[5.6m views, 08 Nov 2026]El Salvador Has Invaded Haiti. Here’s What You Need to Know. - YouTube

[653k views, 08 Nov 2026]Drone Takes Out Haitian Gang Boss, Bukele Wants the Next One - YouTube

[163k views, 09 Nov 2026]Boomers Are FURIOUS Nobody's Buying Their Houses - YouTube

There was a comment on one of them. Something about how instead of taking in refugees who fled their country because of gang violence, it would be better for the US to fix the root problem.

A few data series for El Salvador: GDP Per Capita, government debt, Internet users.

I did not list illegal immigration as a problem that this idea would fix, in the 2013 post that listed many problems: https://jobcreationplan.blogspot.com/2013/01/a-message-to-no-one.html

Maybe "Unexpected events in general that cause harm and could have been avoided if people were smarter" covers it.

If Ariana wants English to remain the language of the United States, then I am waiting for her to share this idea. Otherwise, I am assuming she doesn't care about the caravans of people that Trump mentioned his first post that I linked, and I am waiting for an unknown person who is female, unambiguously from the US (e.g., would be eligible to run for US President), and attractive, to share this idea.

Sad sad sad, pt 2

Suppose that most people in the US (or in Iran) would answer "my enemies" to the question from 06 Nov, and most people in Qatar would answer "my friends".

It would still be reasonable for someone from Qatar to think it would be selfish to share it. We tend not to remember mistakes unless they lead to a bad outcome. Saying a few words on social media doesn't count as a bad outcome.

Really, the point of the question: maybe in reality, less than 1% of people would say stupid things about it. Maybe headology is real and the only reason people didn't use this idea immediately was because I didn't have on a pointy hat that commands respect.

But as it's phrased, 25% of people seeming stupid seems pretty high. It's less than a majority, so it doesn't suggest that it wouldn't be used, but it still seems high. It makes people think that it's reasonable that more than 50% of people would answer "my enemies" instead of "my friends". But countries are different. So maybe YOUR country would have a majority saying "my friends", but ALL OTHER COUNTRIES would have a majority saying "my enemies".

There's even a Wikipedia article about it: "Proponents argue that the values, political system, and historical development of the U.S. are unique in human history, often with the implication that it is both destined and entitled to play a distinct role on the world stage."


I'm just mentioning this because it happened: Trump posted two videos. As I said, I'm not watching any videos from anyone who I think knows about this idea but has not shared it, but it seems likely from the preview image that the first video is related to the second video. The second video clearly says "Medal of Honor" in the preview image.

This made me think of Sun Tzu's The Art of War talking about rewards. It seems it would be these sections:

II. Waging War

16. Now in order to kill the enemy, our men must be roused to anger; that there may be advantage from defeating the enemy, they must have their rewards.

17. Therefore in chariot fighting, when ten or more chariots have been taken, those should be rewarded who took the first. Our own flags should be substituted for those of the enemy, and the chariots mingled and used in conjunction with ours. The captured soldiers should be kindly treated and kept.

IX. The Army on the March

36. Too frequent rewards signify that the enemy is at the end of his resources; too many punishments betray a condition of dire distress.

But my search for a confirmation that my memory was correct (it probably wasn't) also led me to this section:

XI. The Nine Situations

57. Confront your soldiers with the deed itself; never let them know your design. When the outlook is bright, bring it before their eyes; but tell them nothing when the situation is gloomy.

But modern militaries often teach the opposite, e.g. Intent (military) (3 languages), Mission command (4 languages), and Mission-type tactics (14 languages). Compare the sinking of HMS Victoria, where the leader kept his intent secret and it led to disaster.

A 2000+ year old book is not always relevant in the modern age. For example, running away is no longer a way for a soldier to survive a battle. (AI video that I haven't watched; random battle in which fleeing soldiers were cut down, random siege where females fought with weapons, and finally the random battle I remembered where Irish forces fled the field and the Spanish soldiers who stood their ground on a hill were killed.) Note apparent contradiction with this advice from the same chapter:

50. On hemmed-in ground, I would block any way of retreat. On desperate ground, I would proclaim to my soldiers the hopelessness of saving their lives.

51. For it is the soldier's disposition to offer an obstinate resistance when surrounded, to fight hard when he cannot help himself, and to obey promptly when he has fallen into danger.

Anyway, it made me ask AI, who was the German pilot who refused to accept a prestigious award if he wasn't allowed to wear his sidearm when meeting Hitler?

He didn't really care about the award, even though Wikipedia says it was Germany's highest military decoration.

The gravestone shown in the preview image of the video Trump posted is for a real person, who really died, but it also reminded me of the gravestone shown at the end of the TV show Person of Interest, for a fictional character whose identity was kept secret for the entire show.


Something about Ariana. I have stopped checking her accounts, but her Instagram activity (rearranging posts, etc.) suggested she knows about this idea. If we say that

1) It would benefit the US if someone from the US shared this idea

2) It would be best if an attractive person shared this idea, and Ariana is called "pretty" in Queencard (1 2 3 4) by (G)I-dle and has over 350 million Instagram followers, so she qualifies

3) It would be better if someone female shared this idea than someone male

Does her statement, "I hate Americans, I hate America," suggest that she would not be willing to share it?

If she is not willing to share it, who is someone who meets these three criteria? And, if we say that no Muslim country sharing this idea means that Trump is an attractive person, would he agree with the third requirement?

My plan was that after Park Geun-hye, I would try to get Yara to share it. Yara's family is from Jordan, and her Chirp Club header image is probably the coast of Jordan, but she lives in New York. Does she count as someone from the US?

Monday, November 9, 2026

Sad sad sad

"Waiting for Qatar to share this idea, and ignoring Trump's mention of Venezuela as incidental to clarify the claimed victories"

youtu.be/Dgk9JyhIE7Q?t=374 BurntPeanut Challenged me in Age of Empires 2 "I would lose 1000 out of 1000 games in ranked"

I think the first six minutes of this video perfectly show what I've said about the game needing to change to be more fun for new players.

Supposedly, about 99% of AoE2 players are male. There are some female viewers and players. The creator of this video (971 views, 105 comments, 58 subs on 10 Jan 2026; now 4.5k views, 310 comments, 187 subs). The fan, aged like 6 to 12 years old or something, of T90 who met him at an event and said that she loved the 10x shared civ bonus videos.

Currently, a new player who starts playing AoE2 by immediately going online to match against strangers will probably lose 10 1v1 games in a row before getting a rating, and then will probably continue to lose most games. Since I am poor, I don't own the game and have no direct experience with this.

Males accept this because males own the attitudes of 'do things that are rewarding', as well as 'don't sacrifice to help others' when doing so leads to a net loss for the group. In other words, males look at the situation of new players not having fun and say, "that's an incentive to get better, and incentives to improve are good".

Not all males say this. Particularly, males who want to play games that females would also enjoy might not accept this justification for a game not being fun, even if they could become skilled enough that they are able to have fun.

Looking at the preview images at different points on the timeline for the linked video, it seems the suggested rules were used: Hera did not actually control any units. When he did a 1v7 earlier this year, he went from thinking it would be easy because his opponents were terrible, to realizing that they could actually play and he would probably lose.

AoE2 is basically based on exponential growth in power, which is why when Hera did the scenario in this video it was so challenging. If the rules of a match were one player would play for 30 minutes before attacking, and the other team had two players who both were idle for 15 minutes before starting to play, the first player would be much stronger than the other two players combined when the 30 minutes were up. A new player not knowing what to do leads to slower growth in power; maybe they take twice as long to bring their civilization to the same strength, which is like the players who were idle for 15 minutes vs the one who played for 30 minutes.

You could probably say that as a player learns, they come closer to having the exponential growth rate of an experienced player. But exactly where a player will fall, on the scale of "terrible" to "normal", is hard to predict: so, in Hera's followup video of 1v7 against the same popular streamer, it's quite possible that Hera won, even though he lost both games of the 1v7 earlier this year.

Main point is that the game design, of having to suffer before you can have fun, does not attract females. But it's also worth considering how if the 'limited coop' mode that I suggested, where a player can control 1~4 units depending on the age (Dark Age to Imperial Age), were available, then an experienced player like Hera could have played directly in the first video I linked without making the game completely imbalanced. He could have spent some time controlling those units, who might have a small or a large effect on the game, and the rest of the time advising the other players on how to improve.

The first six minutes of that video showed the improvement of the yellow player, going from having one villager alive to having dozens of units and thousands of resources banked up, but it doesn't show the performance of the green player, who according to the stats at the end of the game was even worse (i.e. did not improve as quickly, maybe it was literally their first time playing the game).

In other words, limited coop mode would provide a way for experienced players to play alongside new players, without ruining the game experience of the new players. I also imagine that a player of intermediate skill could take the role of controlling the empire, and new players could use the limited coop mode to control just a few units: this is what I was thinking of with the suggestion that players could 'lend' the game to a few friends to play with them (as a way for players to be able to help other players, i.e. a game feature that would help attract females to the game). An expert player can basically already control 100% of units in the early stages of the game, and can make better decisions with large numbers of units in the late stages as well than a new player could. But an intermediate player cannot do all that without mistakes, and so new players could usefully control a few units, while learning about the game like reading tooltips, descriptions, and the technology tree.

Saturday, October 31, 2026

Waiting for Park Geun-hye to share this idea

Still have three songs that I downloaded but haven't reviewed:

'Ievan Polkka Remix— Dance Version [1iVMYTbqmeU].webm'
'Barbie Girl - Aqua | DARK ORCHESTRA Cover (Gothic & Haunting) [ZIYM1wgylXQ].webm'
'Barbie Girl Cover – Aqua | Powerful Orchestral Version | SONARA [xyN1IU25wL4].webm'

Mentioning 요요미 - Barbie Girl (Aqua) 가로 Cover by yoyomi because Korean.

The game described here wasn't worth posting:

30 Sep 2026
Poll: "Do you want English to remain the main language of the United States of America?"

AoE2: save custom civ set as a string (~60 bits, 10 base-64 characters)

All of Us Are Dead written, released when? Covid connection?

Poll: "Do you believe that the gender that has the advantage regarding obtaining material things also has a moral advantage?"

upload '夜店正妹的騷樣 [Sexy Naughty Bitchy Me - Tata Young] [a +0.16s,+audio iFP72-_fX1Y].mp4'

higher quality 'Moskau - Bronken Rust, Joan Nal [PdMyhySUqNs].webm'? start, end cut off? audio quality seems bad?

higher quality 'Rob Mayth - Barbie Girl (Radio Edit).flv'

replace audio, delay audio for '【和訳/意訳】Barbie Girl - AQUA [e3dYnYnpSC0].webm'

comment 2M4ZH6uqrmg, fade the 10-sec background loop into itself

"You are getting distracted by bad solutions." "X is a problem. Y is the solution."

Poll: "Which is more important: what color Ariana Grande's hair is, or whether TSA officers are allowed to sit on chairs while checking passports?" https://www.cnn.com/2026/09/29/us/tsa-officers-chairs

Game: Random number is generated, like by rolling a die. 10% chance of a prize. Result is hidden for main player. 10 other people take turns looking at the hidden result. Main player tries to guess the result based on their reactions. If main player guesses right, they keep the prize. If they guess wrong, they lose 10% of prize to that player.

If there is no prize, then the prize goes to the other players. Main player still guesses the result based on their reaction. If they guess right, they take that player's prize.

10% chance: guess "is a prize", keep 1/10 of prize.
90% chance: guess "no prize", gain 1/10 of prize.

(Changed 'reward' to 'prize'.) For the game to be interesting, the small prizes must be 1/90 the size of main prize, adding up to 1/9. Main prize $900, small prizes $10.

Secondary players go in random order. More information should result in a better guess, so later players might blame earlier players. Whether players with low winnings or players with high winnings go first, others will blame them.

Probably more interesting: biased towards guessing "no prize". Make small prizes $30.

Something about trying to guess the completely random number after it's been rolled but before anyone has seen it. 10 possible results, which could be numbers or something more interesting like an animal. Each player receives a visual indicator of the result they think has already happened; a badge to wear, or a sign. If they guessed right, their winnings from the round are doubled? Possibility for collaboration, letting people keep money when it would be doubled. So it has to stay zero-sum: double their prize before there's a chance to lose it.

The 'winning' prize for the main player is randomly chosen after all predictions have been made; it is not just the result they predicted.

Comparison to Mafia: in Mafia, objective is just to win. It does not suggest that the goal is to get the most money, or to take money from other people. Players who have died can still learn from the game by comparing what they know to be true, to what others believe to be true based on limited information and discussions. (For example, commandant learns true information, but may not be able to convince others of it, and all players who are not mafia know that they are not.)

"In China, rich people don't feel as guilty for pressing button to be happy, compared to rich people in the US"

"If you achieve success, is it morally acceptable to stop trying as hard?" Prediction: males yes, females no.

Interpretation: males try to fix problems, but only problems that seem achievable by them. Link between problems and reward, to justify placing the social demand on the group of having the responsibility for fixing problems.

"Deliberately making noise from movement during mafia awake phase of night as a civilian: other than just making the game more complicated, it deliberately blends states of guilty and innocent. Draws accusations of guilt, which are contradicted by the truth of innocence upon death or at the game's end. Not useful in current game, but useful in future games as mafia."


What if you contacted 1 million random poor males, convinced them that this idea would fix problems, made them aware of the other males who knew of it, and asked them all to sign a petition?

Would they sign it? Or would they ask, "what do I get out of this?"

What do they get out of it? Suppose there are a billion sad people in the world (who become happy because of this idea). Each male is responsible for making 1000 people happy. What does someone who does that deserve?

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Update 30 Sep 2026, 20:16

What if the petition said, "People should use this idea and everyone who signs it should get $50,000"?

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Update 30 Sep 2026, 20:32

Was confused by the order of posts on Ariana Grande's Instagram profile. So I did a search, "are instagram posts shown in chronological order on a profile?"

Found this: Instagram is finally letting you rearrange your profile grid. Here's how to do it - Fast Company

The other big request

Meanwhile, perhaps the biggest complaint about Instagram (and Facebook) is how extraordinarily hard it is to reach user support in the case that your account gets hacked or you get locked out of it. Helplessly watching as hackers post on your account can be tremendously frustrating.

Hardly the only company with bad customer service. People also say this about Blizzard, the developer of World of Warcraft. When I was trying last year to stop my Aion character from deleted due to inactivity (last played in 2010), I was surprised when my ticket to NCSoft (NC, not to be confused with North Carolina or a Chinese insult) customer service resulted in them helping me, and in a short period of time.

Of course, it's about money. Maybe it would be profitable to help the average customer. But if you ban people from submitting tickets for what they see as legitimate issues because they submit too many, it would cause bad publicity.

What about this: user offers an amount of money. It could even be a variable amount, and users who offer more money get helped first. (It might be better not to allow this, even if it's more profitable.) After the issue is resolved, the user chooses whether to give all of the money to the company, or to donate it to a charity, if they feel what the company did does not deserve to be rewarded.

The company cannot track past choices and punish people who did not donate to the company with worse customer service in the future.

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Update 01 Nov 2026, 14:02

This post has now been published, after a month.

Regarding the note: 'Moskau - Bronken Rust, Joan Nal [PdMyhySUqNs].webm' is a low-quality reupload of a popular video, which I'm linking because lack of registration of AI songs on song fingerprinting services makes it impossible to find the source deterministically: MOSCOW (Moskau) | Epic Orchestral Version | Anthem of Nations | Cinematic Russian Symphony

I downloaded and saved eight AI versions of this song, and this was the only duplicate. (There was another duplicate, but it was two videos by the same creator, on the same channel or a clearly related channel.) Another version of the song that also had Russian lyrics, that I didn't save, said it was translated especially by the channel; this video says nothing about the translation. Most comments are not in English; the few Russian comments suggest there's nothing wrong with the translation:

Белая сила Россия
Чёрная сила НАТО
Добрые всегда выиграют!!
Мы с вами 🇷🇺❤🇹🇷 (18 upvotes)
AI can remake a song in a certain style, following its directions, but the result may end up mediocre if the human giving directions chose a bad combination of elements. It's novel, but the process that leads to it is easy, making novelty unremarkable.

My song-playing script that's intended to wake me up succeeded in waking me up. I had sort of woken up over a hour earlier and noted a few songs that were playing, but I went back to sleep until the song Rockabye (mentioned here) started playing.

And I thought, "water trade!" Wikipedia says,

"Water trade" redirects here. For the Japanese nightlife industry, see Mizu shōbai.

About that verse, someone on genius.com added an explanation that says, "in the music video, the main character is a pole dancer at a seaside bar", but I'm not linking the site because once it loaded I tried to copy the annotation and close it and it took about a minute to close, and once the tab closed, the memory and swap my browser was using decreased by 1700 MiB; my computer only has 4 GB of memory, closing the YouTube video I just linked freed up 300 MiB, and with just four other tabs open my system says 1947 MiB used, 927 MiB free, 1051 MiB buff/cached.

So, "water trade" only means the s*x industry in Japanese, but it could have been a deliberate reference.

Another page that I found from a search for the meaning of the lyrics, from 9 years ago: The song "Rockabye" by Clean Bandit--am I the only one that doesn't get it?

The OP is critical of the central character in the song. I am supportive of that character. Maybe six years ago, at a moment when she was sad, my youngest sister asked my mother, "Aren't you glad I haven't had a baby?" Saying that it would have made getting her degree difficult, etc. Her boyfriend, whom she met in college and who was younger than her, had left her around this time, and my sister said that this was his period of being poor, which is sometimes followed by a period of being rich. It's reasonable to guess that he would not have broken up with my sister if he wasn't poor.

My sister didn't ask me this question, but I think she wouldn't have been surprised if she had asked me and I had said I wasn't glad that she hadn't had a baby. It's possible that the reason she stopped going to high school, fought with our mother, and ended up being forced to go to a juvenile detention center was that I was living outside and sending emails about this idea, as that was when I heard from my oldest sister that this was happening. My mother and two youngest siblings had a joint email account, and I don't know who might have read the emails I sent to it.

The best point in this article: Micro Enterprise Federation Condemns Government's 'Desk-Bound' Pension Policy

Concerns about job market contraction and the proliferation of “split part-time jobs” were also raised. “Small businesses lacking the capacity to maintain employment will become extremely hesitant to hire new workers due to institutional coercion,” the federation warned. “To avoid severance pay burdens, they will mass-produce ‘ultra-short-term part-time work (fewer than 15 hours per week),’ which will paradoxically deprive vulnerable groups of stable employment.”

Note that if society used this idea, workers who were given fewer than 15 hours of work per week would not mind as much.

I don't really think it's bad if some small businesses close because administrative burdens and capital costs increase. But if they don't close, but rather survive by making the lives of workers worse, the policy that causes it is problematic.

I am checking @Partisangirl's Chirp Club account for another two days, and she posted this, a comment about a video while linking to another video:

https://x.com/Partisangirl/status/2116987632316244406

The video she linked generated controversy: 26k likes, but the three replies that Chirp Club shows to me while not logged in (in the past, it would show 0 replies when not logged in) are all critical of it: 4.4k likes, 3.1k likes, 2.7k likes (from @Partisangirl). The video makes sure to mention countries like Sweden, which are rich rather than poor, to suggest that migrant workers are not poor, which would suggest a higher propensity for crime "others".

Just like the US, Australia has a history in which it treated the native peoples very poorly at many points in time; the dominant culture is one that arrived within the past few hundred years. This leads to people attempting to be nice as a sort of apology for the actions of their ancestors.


Reason for this update: around the time I was waking up, I was thinking "people just don't understand". "People" basically means my oldest brother, but I infer that other people might think the same way. I mentioned in my post to Yoko Ono on 18 Mar 2025 (not even in an update, but in the original post) that my brother criticized this idea. Now that I think about it, about a year ago I forwarded the email my oldest brother sent me, about two years ago, to someone else. I won't find it and copy it here because of length; what I said above should have been about two paragraphs, not ~16.

SCENARIO: Someone works X hours. Possibilities:

1) They want to work more. Employer wants them to work more.

2) They want to work more. Employer wants them to work less.

3) They want to work less. Employer wants them to work more.

4) They want to work less. Employer wants them to work less.

If you include "wants to work the same amount", it gets more complicated to talk about. Just assume that wanting to work more, or less, can mean "wanting to work even one second more or less".

(This is sort of a followup to this post, hopefully not repeating it.)

Possibilities 1 and 4 should not be stable.

That leaves possibilities 2 and 3. The point being, conflict between what the employer wants and what the worker wants is expected. It is not symptomatic of a badly-designed system: it is an inherent property of any system of employment.

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Update 01 Nov 2026, 23:59

US President Donald Trump posted an image that combines his appearance in the past with his appearance now. (An archive site does not have a helpful description.)

I'm saying this because it isn't obvious: as a citizen of the US, I would prefer that someone from the US shared this idea rather than someone from Korea.

When US President Donald Trump first took office, in 2017, I made a petition on the White House website asking him to share this idea. Bookmarked these at some point between 19 Jan 2017 and 30 Jan 2017, links no longer work:

End War and Unemployment | We the People: Your Voice in Our Government

End Hunger, Poverty, and War through Economic Innovation | We the People: Your Voice in Our Government

I don't know how many signatures they got; I would guess zero. At least one of them mentioned US President Donald Trump, asking him to share this idea. The failure of these petitions is not a reason for him not to share it.

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Update 02 Nov 2026,REPLACE TIME

I think this is a useful question: have I not suggested that former US Vice President Kamala Harris share this idea because she lost the 2024 US presidential election?

Is it possible to 'lose' to a greater degree than to be living outside, i.e. homeless? In Jamie Johnson's documentary Born Rich (2003), Donald Trump's daughter Ivanka says,

I remember once my father and I were walking down 5th Avenue, and there was a homeless person sitting right outside of Trump Tower. And I think I was probably maybe nine, ten, something like this — it was around the same time as the divorce. And I remember my father pointing to him and saying, "You know, that guy has $8 billion more than me," because he was in such extreme debt at that point.

But Donald Trump wasn't homeless.

Since I started this weblog when I was living outside, how can I say that someone should not share this idea because they are a 'loser'?

I have no idea if Kamala Harris knows of this idea, just as I have no idea if US Vice President JD Vance knows of it.

Perhaps people who acquire power and influence in this world also tend to think they don't deserve to be thought highly of; for example, it used to be the case that people with power had it because they had defeated the armies of other people, sometimes personally slaying their enemies in battle (at 3:55, there is a cut to the battle, skipping the speech shown in another video). The challenge, then, is finding someone who has influence and the willingness to use it.

Initially, there was also the problem of contacting them.

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Update 03 Nov 2026, 17:05

Previous update was posted at 02:47:54. I truly did intend to remove "REPLACE TIME"; it would be dishonest to suggest that I did not notice after posting that I made this error, and it would be dishonest to suggest that I replaced it with the correct time before I clicked Update.

I am no longer pretending to be dead, which I started doing on 26 Oct 2026.

Unrelated things, no particular order:

Lol Kim Jong-un uses daughter to divert attention from nuclear ambitions, alliances

People breaking the law for personal profit 1,132 Foreign Delivery Riders Caught This Year; Government Implements Strict Deportation Policy


I was reminded that @Partisangirl (Syrian Girl, Maram Susli) exists because of something that Madison aka Giggly retweeted or commented on last year. She still has the same profile picture as when I first saw her on Chirp Club, which might have been in 2014, when there was fighting between Israel and Gaza.

I do think this profile picture makes her look pretty. Of course, she has makeup on; I don't know whether to characterize it as "heavy makeup". I might have sent at least one message to her then; I feel like the fact that she's using the same profile picture is a reason to think that I did send her a message, even though I can't remember. I think it's fair to say that I might have avoided trying to talk to her then because that picture makes her look pretty.

There was something I said to my friend Hime, probably in like 2007, in an email: rewording it badly, because I can't remember what I said then (I should still have the email), sometimes you just need something to do. The context was a relationship. Basically, if you aren't sure if someone cares about you, you can sort of waste time. Preferably in a way that helps other people, but "it's hard to know how to help the world", so just playing a game can be enough. For me, talking about and sharing this idea is a way of wasting time.

So these various factors: the situation where you have the option of sacrificing X to help someone in your group by X/2 (I linked to the wrong post when I mentioned this recently), the fact that it's easier for males to see an "obvious path in life" of earning more money, and the logic that it therefore makes sense to assign the attitude of "do things that aren't rewarding" to females. It's why I think it's fair to say that a lot of time, younger females who are 'activists', doing public things that are intended to help other people, are not currently in a relationship. These activities might sort of be a way of wasting time, as I suggested to Hime.


The logic was simple: Park Geun-hye might not share this idea if there's a possibility that someone from the US could share it. Again, the obligation that southern Korea has towards the US, like from the spending from soldiers from the US military bases in southern Korea. Asked Google's Gemini,

>how much do us soldiers contribute to southern korea's gdp?

Relative Share: $2 billion against a $1.8 trillion GDP translates to approximately 0.1% of national output.

Also, I had been thinking about what I said was the interpretation if Demi Rose did not share this idea: "it means she thinks she has never acted in a way that could be said to have harmed me"

Have I acted in a way that has harmed other people? Definitely, yes. If I had not studied at the common table in 2009, Kate would not have felt she knew more about me. When I was studying there, she sat down to eat food she had made and smiled at me before doing so. If I had not been sitting there, it would have been one less instance of her smiling at me, and that would have decreased the chance that I thought she might be interested in me — which may or may not be true. So, it would have meant a higher chance that she would have married someone and had children.

Maybe I harmed @Partisangirl.

So, my thought process on 30 Nov was something like: I could say something that relates to @Partisangirl. But, she isn't actually that influential. I should not try to concern Park Geun-hye with something that isn't important. So it made more sense to mention US President Donald Trump.

But, consider how sometimes, male leaders in companies avoid meeting with female employees in private. This is intended to reduce the risk of nonprofessional interactions, but it can also mean the female employees have fewer opportunities for career advancement, due to not being as close to the male leader as male employees are.

So this was why I decided to mention both @Partisangirl and US President Donald Trump. It was not intended to harm @Partisangirl.

But, maybe it will harm her. This would be sad. But sad things, and sad outcomes, are common: I think that most divorces are sad, and that the people getting divorced would both be happier if they avoided the divorce.

What do I gain from checking @Partisangirl's account past the three-day time limit? Nothing, except ~300 dead soldiers per day.

I said to Sherine that everything was my fault, and I think she might have said "ok" in response. Suppose this is true: then 300 soldiers dying per day is my fault. (I saw a recent video title, "10k Russian dead in <month>", which is 300 per day.)

So now saying someone is Muslim is defamation. https://x.com/Partisangirl/status/2117705766442610787

Re: https://x.com/Partisangirl/status/2117715765533254131

Have you heard of the US and other Allied prisoners-of-war, who were killed by US submarines? "More than 20,000 Allied POWs died at sea when the transport ships carrying them were attacked by Allied submarines and aircraft."

One of the US submarines mentioned has its own article, where someone took the effort to write, "the submarine did not know that the ship was filled with Allied POWs". The person who wrote this felt like it was important to mention, that the submarine didn't intend to kill ~1000 people from the same side.

The attack on the USS Liberty is not a reason for the US to treat Israel as an enemy. Mistakes happen in war.

@Partisangirl mentioned a day or two ago that the US had bombed Syria. This was true: Trump bombed Syria using cruise missiles in 2017, which resulted in almost no casualties because the US informed Russia, who informed Syria; and the US bombed the Syrian army by mistake in 2016. The report is a bit technical; it mentions "Dynamic Targeting", in contrast to a second process, and the audience is supposed to be someone who understands it. It also assigns some blame to intelligence, which reminded me of the book that I saw at the public library in 2005, before I joined the US military, but never ended up reading: Intelligence analysis : a target-centric approach. A key point that I remember from what I read is that analysts should try to reach accurate conclusions, rather than searching for evidence that confirms an objective that decision-makers have already decided on.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/History_of_the_M1_Abrams#Gulf_War

Of the nine Abrams tanks destroyed, seven were destroyed by friendly fire and two intentionally destroyed to prevent capture by the Iraqi Army.

In the US military, I was in what's known as a cavalry unit, although there were no horses. The unit trained with the M2 Bradley, although I don't believe I ever actually saw one of these vehicles in the field. (As an intelligence analyst, I never trained around any vehicles, other than the time I obtained a license to drive the M577 despite not having a state driver's license.) I overheard someone describing an event that had happened a few years before: friendly fire, a Bradley was using live ammunition and mistook another Bradley for the range target, which I guess was vehicle-shaped. So they fired at that vehicle, with the rounds piercing the armor, but fortunately not injuring any of the crew. It was covered up, because the people responsible did not want to get in trouble.

It's sad that the leader of the US has to personally correct misinformation like this: https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/posts/117553650492622207

That Chinese (Taiwanese) film, The Post-Truth World (2022).

Would it have been better if I avoided mentioning @Partisangirl on 30 Nov, and only mentioned US President Donald Trump?

I did these searches yesterday; wasn't sure whether to save them, because they don't really explain anything important, but I went back and opened the tabs in which I had done the searches, so I could copy them to a new file:

What I would say to @Partisangirl if I thought she wanted to hear from me: I don't know much about the US–Iran conflict, but from what I've heard of US ships still getting through, it's a plot to raise oil prices to benefit the US and Iran, and save Iran's oil for future decades when prices will be higher

About the video: "Better to be a dog in peace than a human in war". If she doesn't want the fighting to end, she can't expect people who do want it to end to care about the consequences of the conflict. In the poll I suggested, it seems she would answer that it isn't acceptable if a policy helps Israel. Of course, the poll is not about what people think, but about what they say.

What should people think if the poll was 40% people saying "not acceptable if it helps Israel", 0% saying "not acceptable if it helps Arabs", and 60% saying both are acceptable? It means Arabs are 'mean', not willing to compromise, and at fault for any failure of negotiations towards peace.

She acted concerned for 40 people kept in a torture building for a long time. Is she concerned for the hundreds of Ukrainian and Russian soldiers dying every week, or even every day?

It's a complete failure of perspective, and that leads to bad judgements about the actions of other people when they pay no attention to a problem one personally thinks is important.

Females saying that it's unacceptable to criticize females certainly leads to females having a disadvantage when it comes to having attitudes and knowledge that people will accept. This is the outcome that females, as a group, have chosen. Some people can adapt to and overcome challenge; other people cannot.

I think it was significant that Trump posted a bunch of things at 23:00 GMT. If @Partisangirl is part of a government conspiracy, she should have taken this into consideration. I hope her actions will not lead to an outcome that she regrets
I guess this is relevant, the searches that I did consider worth recording at the time that I made them (recorded in my notes file, 'online tasks2, 16 Sep 2022.txt'):

02 Nov 2026
blog post updated at 02:47:54

"I'm not emailing @Partisangirl to point out that small nuclear weapons still need about the same amount of fissile material so are very dirty, with radioactive contamination, because females act like it's bad for males to point out mistakes that females make"

"I'm assuming that @Partisangirl doesn't know about this idea because she hasn't said anything interesting and caused me to stop checking Ariana's accounts"

no audio 1pJGQIaGGj4?

In 2011: if I had to choose one person to share this idea, it would have been US President Barack Obama.

The name of the fourth Chinese person whose account I am regularly checking, though I'm just checking a video she deleted as I don't have a URL for her account, is 揽月: "Reaching for the Moon". The first person I deliberately tried to share this idea with in 2011 was US President Barack Obama.

Now? I am no longer expecting or asking him to share this idea.

Suppose I sent an email to everyone in the world describing this idea. People would expect a leader to make a decision about what to do with it. That's what leaders do; compare the Hindmost (furthest back) from the Ringworld novels, or this quote from Terry Pratchett's Small Gods:

“The merest accident of microgeography had meant that the first man to hear the voice of Om, and who gave Om his view of humans, was a shepherd and not a goatherd. They have quite different ways of looking at the world, and the whole of history might have been different. For sheep are stupid, and have to be driven. But goats are intelligent, and need to be led.”

(I'm ignoring any semantic or thematic contradiction between these two literary references)

If the world had no leaders, no one that other people look to as decision-makers, I can say that I am biased and would want someone who looks attractive to share this idea. Even if an attractive person and an ugly person had the same chance of getting people to listen to them, I would want the attractive person to share it.

One reason that attractive people often have an advantage, like getting paid more, is that other people want attractive people to think highly of them.

But someone with 10 milllion, or 100 million followers (notice how I'm not saying 6 million, 17 million, or 362 million) does not know most of their fans. There is no reward for being a fan of someone who is this popular, or at least no reward that comes from that person.

There is another reason: if an attractive person does something 'good', people will have a higher opinion of attractive people. This is a better outcome than people having a negative opinion of attractive people.

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Update 03 Nov 2026, 21:17

Poll: Which side would you put yourself on: rich countries, or moral countries?

- Rich countries

- Moral countries

- I am against both

- They're on the same side

Poll: Which side would you put yourself on: rich people, or moral people?

- Rich people

- Moral people

- I am against both

- They're on the same side


You have to ask both of these questions, and compare the results. Do people who side with rich COUNTRIES also side with rich PEOPLE?

Related:

https://x.com/Partisangirl/status/2117825422121734167

https://x.com/elonmusk/status/2117666899844866098

https://x.com/elonmusk/status/2117663863856377923

(Someone might make decisions based on the question, "is doing X helping good people?" Rather than, for example, "Are the lives of all people in area Y, whether they are good are bad, improved if X happens?" This is, I believe, the same mindset that leads to corruption and incompetence in countries with high religiosity: it makes people think that anyone who criticizes the current way of doing things is a bad person, because change inevitably harms some people.)

Chemical weapons,

https://x.com/Partisangirl/status/2117828487725846988

In the Syrian civil war, the rebel side sometimes killed civilians. I sort of remember a suicide bombing or something, that killed a bunch of students at a school. It wasn't unusual enough to have its own Wikipedia article, in a war with 300k civilian dead. Should the weak side in a conflict be excused when they do bad things, just because they're weak? If they are excused, then it can lead to the strong side doing bad things as well.

Do Muslim people choose to be poor? If they suffer because Jewish people are rich, such as if the US's $4 billion in military aid to Israel each year is because of lobbying by Jewish organizations and donors rather than because of political and religious affinities and shared ideologies or some other reason (Arab states were mostly on the side of the USSR during the Cold War, and so helping Israel allowed for testing weapons etc.), why do Muslim people not choose to be rich, and by doing so, end the problems they encounter due to being poor?

Why can't Muslim people answer, "They're on the same side" to the questions at the start of this update?

This is a little repetitive, sort of asked the same thing in the posts addressed to Imane.

Anyway, three days are up, so I will stop checking @Partisangirl's account, as I said I would.

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Update 04 Nov 2026, 14:32

I thought of something that required going online:

ask AI, did Thailand ever say where they tracked MH370 going?

But I just made a note of it, instead of going online. I'm not pretending to be dead. The reason I didn't want to go online was that I was pretending to still be asleep.

I sometimes try to wake up earlier than would be expected from when I go to sleep. For example, a day ago, I set my phone's alarm, and so I recorded these split times on a stopwatch:

1. 05:19:25.38

2. 06:40.33.13

3. 07:48:20.57

4. 08:27:04.27

Stopped: 08:40:00.05

I realized that my phone's screen is only 10 fps, and the last digit of the stopwatch is always 8, so I need to press it 0.08 sec before the second flips to get '.00'.

It's hard for me to wake up even with an alarm because I don't really benefit from being alive: the short story that inspired the title of the previous post. But the point is, is it dishonest for me to pretend that I'm asleep by not going online? At some points in the past, I have done some brief web activity just after waking up, or even done a single (ICMP) ping to Google, to indicate that I was awake.

If one were to modify the question from the previous update, like so:

Poll: Which side would you put yourself on: honest people, or dishonest people?

- Honest people

- Dishonest people

- I am against both

- They're on the same side

I would choose the first answer.

Various actions in the past decade seem to have little purpose other than to communicate that someone knew of this idea.

Suppose that public figure X knows of this idea. In two months, someone — maybe X, maybe not — shares this idea. Someone asks X at a news conference, "When did you learn of this idea?" Does X tell the truth?

I think that they should, and they should be penalized if they do not tell the truth: "A lie is justified if you do not benefit."

This reminded me of one of the oldest possible lies I have encountered in my life: when I was uncertain in 2007 if Mei had died and her Hotmail email account had consequently expired, or if she had deliberately closed her account. One official webpage said accounts closed after 30 days of inactivity, another official webpage said they closed after 90 days. The fact that I sent more than one email after getting an error message suggests that I suspected from the start that she might have just blocked my email address, rather than her account being closed.

The particular events that led to this aren't that important; it could have happened a year earlier, while I was in training for the US military. The important question is really, "At any point, did Mei intend to make me think that she didn't l*ve me?"

If she did, then I should honor her wishes and stop caring about her, even if I only learn 19 years later that she intended to make me think this.

So this is the possible lie that I need to pay attention to: whether she is acting like she never intended to make me think that, when the truth is that she did.


If she did intend that, then my explanation for why it happened is simple: I was poor. It meant I couldn't talk to Mei as much as I would have liked, and I had to do something which risked me dying. Just now, I was thinking of a question like this:

"When you are 15 years old, cruel aliens visit you and inform you that they will be watching you and if you ever make anyone think they're in a relationship with you, the aliens will k*** you. They show you definitely-not-AI-generated videos of them k***ing other people who didn't believe them. How does this prohibition affect your life?"

I note that a double translation by Google, from English to Chinese and then back, correctly guesses the meaning of "k***". This process also did a good job in converting old English to modern English, when I was reading a week ago about fighting in 1622:

Nemattanew - Wikipedia

Richard Pace (planter) - Wikipedia

The first individual may or may not have killed an English settler: he was wearing the individual's hat, but if he tried before he was killed to give an account of what had happened, history has not recorded it. History doesn't even accurately record in what month he died. But if his death did trigger the war, then I think it's like the question of sacrificing to help a group member: starting the war was harmful to the group. But it helped the individual known as Nemattanew, even though he was already dead, and the benefit he received was lower than the cost to the group.

With the second article, the praise received by the native male who betrayed one group, his tribe, to help another group, his religion, shows why Christianity was rejected in some countries like China (the 'Boxer Rebellion' or 'Justice Harmony Group Movement') and Japan. Also, when looking up the Eight Virtues of China, I first guessed 'Seven virtues', which are in fact a set of values in Christianity, with minimal overlap with the Eight Virtues. They share Justice, but Christianity is missing Peace (preventing conflict between groups), Loyalty, and Honesty.

So, it's like the 'evil supercomputer' question and the 'button that lets you be happy' question.

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Update 04 Nov 2026, 17:47

US President Donald Trump should immediately share this idea if he thinks it was a mistake for US President Barack Obama not to share it at some point before the Sewol ferry sank in 2014.

At least, that's what I think right now. For example, maybe US President Donald Trump thinks that Obama should have shared it in 2012, if Obama learned of it then. Or maybe he thinks that Obama should have shared it in 2014, before the Sewol ferry sank. Maybe China made MH370 vanish because of the 01 Mar 2014 Kunming attack. If the US knew that China knew of this idea (such as if the US shared this information with China), then perhaps the disappearance of MH370 was something that the US should have predicted, and acted to avoid by sharing this idea first.

About https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/posts/117560785494219046: it's kind of funny, I had just been thinking of how dark it was. I have not done anything today: last night, I watched a few minutes of a game-related video before I got the vp9 bug, and then I went to sleep for ~12 hours (waking up at one point to write down a name I had thought of, which I later remembered was from a book: Jason Cosmo). I went to sleep not long after midnight, I have not done anything, and now the sun has gone down.

I learned a day or two ago that China does not use daylight savings time. So I wonder: in countries without it, do businesses still open at the same time in the morning, in the summer and winter? (Equator does not have summer and winter, but for the same reason no need for daylight savings time.) Maybe 200 years ago, humans found it easier to wake up with the dawn, and businesses wanted to accommodate this schedule as sunrise changed throughout the year.

What if a business made a decision to open "one hour before dawn"? This might change by a few minutes each day. Someone might have to use the Internet to determine the exact time the business opens on a particular day.

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Update 05 Nov 2026, 19:19

I lied or was wrong again.

"no more blog posts for a week no matter what happens, and I'm checking YouTube comments after the week is up as well"


05 Nov 2026
"I would prefer if a bunch of people didn't think that my name is the one listed on the weblog for the idea"

If former US President Barack Obama knows about this idea, he isn't treating it as important. He isn't treating the kidnapped Chibok schoolgirls as important. Compare how the former leader of China was at a party conference, and there was some kind of disagreement, and he was led out. The public does not know what happened, just that he disagreed about something.

But forget that. Just look at his time in office. Things that I criticize:

- not closing the Guantanamo Bay prison, which he promised during his campaign for office to do

- drone strokes in Pakistan and Yemen

- military intervention in Libya

- taking the side of the rebels in the Syrian civil war. Direct support to them was minimal until the Islamic State renamed itself from ISIS, but it was clearly not to the benefit of the Syrian government for actions like the Battle of Khasham to take place.

Also, consider if the Syrian government had chosen a different policy: instead of allowing prisoners to starve to death in jail, it could have posted videos of them online and asked for food donations for them. Maybe Syria didn't want to admit that it was poor. But it was poor.

Syria protested the presence of US forces in Syrian territory, never authorizing them. I asked an AI, "which article of un charter prohibits interfering in civil wars?" and it said,

The relevant provision is Article 2(7) of the UN Charter, which prohibits the United Nations from intervening in matters essentially within the domestic jurisdiction of any state, including civil conflicts

See: United Nations Charter.

There are many people who think the US acted in a moral way by interfering, even though it contravened the UN charter. Of course, many other states were doing the same thing as the US, including Arab states like Jordan. But I don't think it was the moral thing to do, especially if any states involved in the conflict knew of this idea, as a way to prevent war. Wikipedia article for Arab Spring § Causes:

Numerous factors led to the protests, including issues such as reform, human rights violations, political corruption, economic decline, unemployment, extreme poverty . . . Other analysts blamed the rise in food prices on commodity traders and the conversion of crops to ethanol. Yet others have claimed that the context of high rates of unemployment and corrupt political regimes led to dissent movements within the region.

The second sentence of the article says,

It began in Tunisia in response to the death of Mohamed Bouazizi by self-immolation.

And the article for this person says,

Bouazizi stood outside the office in the middle of traffic and shouted, "How do you expect me to make a living?" before dousing himself and igniting himself with a match.

So were Arab governments bad? Was the leader of Syria bad, because Syria did not have enough jobs? Was the best thing the US could do was to provide covert support and diplomatic pressure with the goal of toppling Syria's government? What policy, exactly, did they think a replacement government should have, that the current one did not?

Obama's actions made him an unattractive person.

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Update 05 Nov 2026, 23:25

If a Muslim-majority country that knows of this idea thinks that US President Donald Trump should not share it, they should share this idea within three days, comment on this post, or send an email to the address listed on the About page for the author of this post.

Naturally, it's possible that a country knows of this idea and does not want US President Donald Trump to share it, but will not do one of these things. I will assume that no such country exists if none of these things happen.

Just sharing this idea directly might not be the most effective: for example, people might use it, but a bunch of people might first say that it's stupid. In a social graph, the people who can be easily reached with a message also tend to be the people someone cares about, and someone sharing this idea might not want to make those people exhibit a stupid reaction. So making polls etc. first might be better. I am just naming "sharing this idea" as the action since that's the most likely to generate news stories etc. that I will hear of.

A few days ago, US President Donald Trump posted this AI-generated cartoon: https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/posts/117537191170456651

It's possible that a Muslim person could find it offensive, and a reason to say that US President Donald Trump is an unattractive person.

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Update 06 Nov 2026, 00:07

Poll: "A new idea will fix an important problem, but 25% of people will misunderstand it and publicly say that it's stupid. Would you prefer that your friends learn of it first, or your enemies?"

I am concerned that even if someone created this poll and measured people's opinions, someone who wasn't sure how to answer this question might still not share this idea because it could reveal that the reason they weren't sharing this idea was that they didn't know the answer to this question.

Is this update important? In the last mass email I sent about this idea, in January 2013, I said, "don't be afraid of making people you know look stupid." It wasn't supposed to be about people looking stupid because they didn't understand this idea, but rather, people looking stupid because they didn't expect that the person sharing this idea would do something like that.

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Update 07 Nov 2026, 13:09

The number of people who have looked at the email address on the About page and used it to email me remains at zero.

https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/posts/117576661120815885

I'm pretty sure that I've mentioned before, on this site or in an email where a government conspiracy could read it, that I said to Elyse in an email in 2005 (on a deleted email account) that the people who started the 2003 Iraq War weren't evil, but stupid.

I would like to say that this belief has never changed. People think it's important to fight against 'evil', while people disagree on whether we should tolerate stupid people, fight against them, or actively help them, so if I considered the people who started this war to be 'evil', the list of people I would feel obligated to help would decrease and I would have a reason to stop caring about people who do nothing.

I think stupidity can make someone an unattractive (edit: originally wrote 'attractive' by accident, also: the shoe) person. I appreciate Trump not using a photo of the US President at that time (whether Trump made the image himself or copied it from someone else, as most things on social media are copied); even if I don't think he's evil, he is responsible for the war and I don't like what he did.

It might not necessarily be a strong dislike. The US had experienced a recession in 2001, and economic measures of unemployment continued to worsen after the recession ended (1 2 3 4, I don't know how to combine two charts to show a ratio). Teenage employment, age 16-19, dropped from 45% in 2000 to 37% in 2005, before plummeting to an even lower level in 2010. It's possible the reason the US President wanted to start a second war was not that he wanted revenge for the assassination attempt on his father, but that a big war would mean more jobs.

I benefited from this war. Signing bonuses from the military were probably increased because of it, and I purchased this computer that I'm using now using money I earned from the US military. If I had died, of course, then one might have been able to say that I didn't benefit, though in that case I still would have been able to say I succeeded in showing that I cared about the suffering of the Iraqi people.


Suppose the US President who started that war had been president when I thought of this idea. For example, suppose I thought of it in 2008, a few months before I had to deploy with the US military which meant not being able to use the Internet for extended periods of time, or suppose that this president had lost the 2004 elections (when I voted against him, the only time I've voted) but won the 2008 elections, and I still thought of this idea in 2011.

Despite my dislike for him, I think I still would have sent (three copies of) a letter to the US White House, asking the US President to share this idea.


Note scale: the US lost 4,400 troops in six years, and it included suicides and accidental deaths. According to Ukrainian propaganda, Russia loses more troops than this in a single month, and this has been going on for four years, with almost no attention being focused on it. Russia is not really a poor country; it's the second country to develop a nuclear weapon, and the first to put a satellite in space. If people ignore wars in Africa, or in Myanmar (formerly Burma), because the people who are fighting and dying are poor, the same cannot really be said about the soldiers on either side in the Ukraine conflict.


https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/posts/117576912671985823

I won't say that I "hope"; I suspect that Trump is sort of joking with these posts. He previously showed awareness of Alaska's ranked-choice voting when he criticized that system. If the people who voted for the fake candidate really supported the Democratic candidate, but were too stupid to understand the instructions and listed the real candidate with the same name as their second choice because they mistook him for the fake candidate, the Democratic party deserves to lose the election.

https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/posts/117576894858031741

The image says it has not come out yet, so I'm guessing Trump posted this because the trailer that he posted just came out. Of course, I would be fine if Melania shared this idea. I don't know if she currently knows of it.

When I was looking "the name of a curve that has to do with unemployment", I found this: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Phillips_curve

The name sounds familiar and it's probably what I thought was the name of the curve that turned out to be named the Beveridge curve. I will just quote the intro of the article:

The Phillips curve is a representation of the relationship between unemployment and inflation in the macroeconomy, where a tradeoff between low unemployment and price stability exists. Identified by economist Bill Phillips, the curve shows a relationship between lowering unemployment with increasing wages in an economy. While Phillips did not directly link employment and inflation, this was a trivial deduction from his statistical findings.

This seems rather disingenuous. The common public, though not economists, thinks that inflation is bad. (In 2011, I used a survey to support the claim that the public thinks that inflation is bad; maybe the one that I linked here, and there was also a 'panel of economists' survey about them thinking inflation is not bad, that I didn't link there.) But they think that increasing wages is good. The first sentence of this article links low unemployment to the thing people think is bad, rather than the thing people think is good.

Inflation can increase without wages going up: it's called corporate profits going up. (FRED has corporate profits, but I don't know how to combine it with another chart to get corporate profits as a share of GDP, as was shown in the chart I copied for the poster I pasted all around Seattle, US in 2013, shortly after the Boston marathon bombing.) If rich people have more money, driving up rent and housing costs, but the measure of inflation doesn't go up, then that measure is terrible and broken. Inflation can also go up when high-income wages go up, and average wages go up, but median wages are unchanged and low-end wages go down. Supposedly, a "K-shaped economy" was a buzzword for this US election, which is when inequality increases, with high and low incomes diverging.

So if wages are going up, because unemployment is low, the typical person will not say that's a bad thing. The Wikipedia article implies that it is a bad thing.

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Update 07 Nov 2026, 15:51

Trump posted this, about the Thunderbirds air demonstration team:

https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/posts/117577342421100025

As well as a 12-second video that I didn't watch, and an image of someone's post on Chirp Club responding to the video. I have decided that I won't watch any videos from anyone on social media who I think knows about this idea but hasn't publicly shared it. Trump's continued usage of Truth Social, despite regularly commenting about posts on Chirp Club from both supporters and detractors (showing that he looks at Chirp Club), highlights how he was banned from Chirp Club for an extended period of time.

Whenever I see a reference to this squadron, I think of the Diamond crash that's mentioned twice on their Wikipedia page. A few days ago, there was a crash of a private jet in the US; I bookmarked a lot of videos about it without watching any of them:

[331k views, 02 Nov 2026]Worst Japanese Translator - YouTube

Military Fails to Apprehend Woman Who Breached GOP Fence

[4.9m views, 05 Nov 2026]Understanding the Learjet Crash in Palm Beach | Captain Steeeve - YouTube

[3.7m views, 05 Nov 2026]The Learjet Plane Crash Was Worse Than We Thought! - YouTube

[4,541 views, 16.2k subs, 05 Nov 2026]NTSB Found WORSE Evidence in Learjet 60 Crash Florida - YouTube

[1m views, 73k subs, 05 Nov 2026]Could Any Pilot Have Saved This Learjet 60? - YouTube

[412k views, 05 Nov 2026][NEW ATC AUDIO] LearJet Pilots Were Warned About The Weather By Controllers. - YouTube

[68k views, 107 subs, AI, 05 Nov 2026]How to Survive Severe Aircraft Icing at 30,000 Feet - YouTube

[87k views, 05 Nov 2026]Shocking New Details in Deadly Learjet Crash! - YouTube

People in the comments commented on the copilot's professionalism in continuing to report details on the plane's flight conditions to air-traffic control (ATC) even as death seemed close. (Comments on one video suggested that the video might have said the plane might have leveled off around 8000 feet (2400 meters), before part of the plane broke off and control was lost.) Commenters said, who would be able to control their voice and avoid screaming when they were about to crash into the ground?

I thought of the Diamond crash, where none of the pilots said anything as they were about to crash.

Am I an attractive person? I think I would gain some satisfaction if it was determined that I am in the top 50% in attractiveness, as I am not sure I am. More importantly: there are many Japanese females named Misaki. Maybe around 2018, I posted an image on Chirp Club that showed some people named Misaki: a fictional character from a game, and one or more people who either had the name Misaki in real life or acted as a character who had the name Misaki in a drama.

I don't want people to associate the name Misaki with the image of an unattractive person. For example, there is a certain person who has a certain name. In this person's birth country, the number of babies born with the same name has dropped off sharply. It's because of this person; but is it because this person is considered unattractive, and people don't want their baby to be associated with an unattractive person?

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Update 07 Nov 2026, 17:57

Thought of another question for people to answer. But first, an introduction.

I said in late 2012 that James Eagan Holmes (he shares the first and last name of an analyst or something who writes or wrote on a US Navy website, but not sure if the middle initial is the same; I remember an article that compared the challenge of fighting a distant war involving the navy to US football, like home games vs away games or something) might have been the most moral person in the US at that moment. I think it might have been after the Sandy Hook Elementary School shooting: a lot of people think that people who commit the crime of killing a bunch of people (in contrast to someone in the military killing a bunch of people without it being a crime) should just kill themselves, and Adam Lanza did, so maybe that would make him more moral than James Holmes but it also made him dead.

James Holmes was in a relationship with an Indian female at his graduate school. She testified during his trial to say that she did or said the things which she had been recorded as saying. The trial was televised and streamed on YouTube, and James Holmes did not show any reaction to her testifying, just as he did not show a reaction to anything else in the trial. It's the fact of her ethnicity that I'm commenting about.

Mione, or Mionelol, or @maihonee on Chirp Club (before I saw her username there, I thought it was pronounced like the word "me", and she probably chose the username to clarify the pronunciation and because @mione was probably already taken), is best known for soloing raid bosses in World of Warcraft. She released a video of her soloing bosses in the 10-man TBC raid, Karazhan, during the beta for the following expansion, WotLK, and went on to solo various other bosses, like the Lich King. She had a dislike for a German player who was also soloing bosses around the same time, who was the second to solo the Lich King, after Mione, but I think the first to solo another boss during WotLK.

There is or was a player who seemed to have a high opinion of Mione, based on their postings on Chirp Club. This player was from India or Pakistan — thus the connection to James Holmes. Although their character was female, I'm guessing the player behind the character is male.

Minor point: World of Warcraft is not popular in India. SullyGnome reports 28 hours watched in Hindi for WoW in the past 30 days, compared to eight games that had over 1000 hours watched in the same period. For some games, the dominant culture is English; a quick search for "percent of people who speak English in india" suggests that between 130 million and 350 million people in India can speak English. The strongest Indian player in Age of Empires II streams in English. But WoW has always been a subscription-based game, and the cost of a subscription relative to median income is much higher in India than in the US. Games are always more fun if one's friends can also enjoy them. WoW never had Indian servers, the way it already had Chinese servers back in 2005, when China's GDP per capita was just 13% of what it was last year.

So, the question is this. There is me; an unnamed Person X with no relation to any Person X previously mentioned on this site; and a Person Y.

Suppose that Person X is interested in me, but according to the attitudes that are common in society (like the ones revealed here) it would be immoral to some degree for Person X to be in a relationship with me. For example, when I first contacted Sherine, she was 13 years old. I was literally twice as old as her. Suppose that Person Y is interested in Person X, and there is no apparent reason why a relationship between them would be immoral.

If people sharing and using this idea would lead to Person X being in a relationship with me, or would increase the likelihood of that happening, is it immoral for people to share this idea? Or actually the original question I thought of: suppose that if Person Y shared this idea, it would increase the chance they could be in a relationship with Person X. They might become famous, being famous often leads to being rich, and not being rich is often the reason a particular person is not in a relationship. Would it be immoral for someone to end the option for Person Y to share this idea, by sharing it first? If it would be immoral not to give Person Y an opportunity to share it, how long should that opportunity last? (Sorites paradox.)

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Update 08 Nov 2026, 15:04

The next country (or non-US state) that Trump refers to or alludes to on Truth Social, I will assume is one that knows about this idea and that Trump wants it to share this idea. If he then makes another post that refers to a different country (excluding the US), I will assume that my first assumption was wrong; that Trump didn't want the first country to share this idea; that I have no idea what Trump wants or is thinking, and that Trump is not going to publicly share this idea.

I don't intend for what I say to be ambiguous at all. For example, if he mentions two countries in the same post, what I said would refer to the first one.

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Update 09 Nov 2026, 03:07

When I first shared this idea, along with the letter that was sent to the US president that served as the impetus for the nuclear bomb program, I also thought of the Brain Trust in the 1930s, that may have advised the US president (or at least the media might have thought it did). This is something from my US history class in high school, because I have not encountered a reference to it in the years since. (Like, I don't think I ever read the Wikipedia article that I assume exists, or saw a link to it on another article.)

Trump's most recent post on Truth Social references a bill that would create some jobs: https://truthsocial.com/@realDonaldTrump/posts/117583560661477967

Bookmarked several pages yesterday related to the Sewol ferry sinking. This was supposed to be in lieu of immediately writing an update. So, I will only link these two pages:

President apologizes for ferry sinking : Korea.net : The official website of the Republic of Korea

Seven-hour mystery about Park, Sewol solved

Park Geun-hye talked about various things she wanted to change in society, to improve it.

I actually don't know what people in Korea consider to be the top issues right now, the way Gallup has a Most Important Problem poll for the US. A few years ago there was the crowd crush, that killed 100 158 young people in an alley next to a club: what would young people who regularly enjoy going to clubs say is the most important problem? If they have the extra income to spare doing that, they are less likely to say that economic problems are the most important problem.

The point: in the 1930s, the US had various programs that were meant to create jobs, some of which might have been thought of by the aforementioned Brain Trust. A quick search for "fred total government spending" finds a few data series, but the oldest only goes back to 1947: 1 2 3

The result was as shown in the chart I copied when making this image. The US government and the US president were doing things, and it was enough for the US president to win reelection in 1936 when the previous president had been punished with a loss in 1932, but they did not really fix the underlying problem. Based on the chart, unemployment in the US was around 5% in the 1920s, no lower than about 16% in the 1930s, and then dropped to 2% during World War II.

Are you interested in doing things, or in fixing problems?